Viva Forever

I just had a moment like just then when I was lost in thought about paintings and works to make and drawings and potential ideas for a long while, and Skin by Grimes was playing on my laptop, and I sort of snapped back to reality for a second to think "I am definitely in the right profession" and felt amazing. Feeling very "pro-art" right now and excited and not as stressed and nervous as I have been the past few days. Maybe cause I can breathe through my nose finally and Louis and I hung out last night and watched Gremlins 2: The New Batch, which is literally the best movie I have ever seen not exaggerating in the slightest, no sarcastic undertones, etc.

When I was supposed to be doing things tonight I accidently went on Youtube and looked up clips of Gizmo being cute, and watched them over and over for like a long time. How could I not really?



On a heavier note I've been romanticising autumn days and this past summer. I can feel the impending winter whipping at my hair and today I thought that it was okay. Turn Turn Turn by The Birds seems appropriate to reference. I'm taking life slowly at the moment, one day at a time and not committing to lots of things. Then I made a playlist:

1. The Ballad of El Goodo - Big Star

2. Autumn - Edgar Winter & The Edgar Winter Group

3. She's Gonna Let You Down - America

4. Hushabye Mountain - Bobbie Gentry

5. Stephanie Says - The Velvet Underground

6. Albatross - Fleetwood Mac

7. Forever Young - Joan Baez

8. When You Close Your Eyes - Carly Simon

Autumn, the wind blows colder than summer.

Autumn, my loves gone with another.