Lately my response to everything had been "I don't know about that" or "I'm not sure about that" which is all very well and good but doesn't actually get anything done and is generally a completely useless statement. I've got to get my act together because tomorrow begins second semester of my third and final year at Uni and I've got lots of work ahead of me. I'm scared for the beginning of the end to begin because I don't want to reach the end, or, I feel like I'm not quite ready to reach the end. Part of me still feels like I 'just finished' high school and that I still have a lot to learn about life and myself and all those other corny things.
Ah but c'est la vie as B*witched would say. I think people get confused between who they are and what they're doing. My anxiety about 'the end' I suppose comes from an insecurity about who I will be next year if I don't know what I'm doing. There's a simple answer to that, which is not "I'm not sure about that", it's - "FIGURE IT OUT!".